About Me
- Ashley
- I am a 27 year old mommy who's beautiful Angel had to go home. I lost my baby on 3/30/2011. She was born with semi lobar holoprosencephaly and would have been 3 on 6/1/2011. I am starting to walk a brand new path but I am not alone. I have my angel walking right beside me and my wonderful husband,Gabriel, holding my hand as we begin our journey together.
Wednesday, April 6, 2011
Missing My Angel
We have had a horrible day. It was easier to get out of bed this morning but for some reason it was hard to get thru the day. I am so heartbroken right now. I have so many emotions going through me I don't know what to do. I am crying for my baby girl and I know she isn't coming home but I keep asking her to. I just want to hold, kiss, and hug her so bad. There are so many questions that I need answered and I know over time they will be, but why me? I did everything for my Adriana and I might have been tired but I was never too tired to take care of her. We are lost without her. We have gone from taking care of her 24/7 for nearly 3 years to nothing. I always knew that this day would come but I had hoped that it wouldn't. I wasn't prepared to go thru this. My baby was so happy the day she passed then all of the sudden she was gone. I am terrified to have more kids. I am not scared to have a special needs baby. I am scared to lose another one.
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