A Angel's Path

I have not been sleeping to well the past few days. I can't help but think about my baby girl and all of my precious memories with her. She was perfect and is still perfect. I was so blessed to have her here with us for nearly 3 years. I would do everything over again, all the hospital stays, not sleeping, and everything else in between. But even though I would do it all again I wouldn't want Adriana to go thru it again. It has only been a week since I buried her but for some reason it feels like it was forever ago. I feel that she is making it easier on us.  I have been going thru all of my pictures of her and I know that she knew that she was loved. I think to myself if there would have been anything different I could have done for her what would it be? But I can't think of anything. To me that brings a smile to my face because I know I was the best mommy Adriana could have asked for. I believe that she truly was an angel sent to us from heaven. I look at all the pictures of all the HPE kids and they all have similar features and some even look alike. I can't help but wonder if that's because they are our angels. I know we are chosen as their parents and I know it's for a wonderful reason. But could it be because God knows we are the ones that are the strongest? I HoPE these angels continue to pick mommies and daddies that will cherish every moment with them. I know the moments I spent with Adriana have only made me stronger and able to realize I don't need to take anything for granted. I am loving my life and missing my baby, but I am walking with an angel beside me.