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I am a 27 year old mommy who's beautiful Angel had to go home. I lost my baby on 3/30/2011. She was born with semi lobar holoprosencephaly and would have been 3 on 6/1/2011. I am starting to walk a brand new path but I am not alone. I have my angel walking right beside me and my wonderful husband,Gabriel, holding my hand as we begin our journey together.

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Sunday, April 3, 2011

My angel has flown away

On Wednesday 3/30/2011 at 12:30AM I lost my Angel. She passed away peacefully and waited for her daddy to kiss her goodbye before she decided to fly away. Since Wednesday I have lost, had visitation, and buried my baby girl. This was a very hard week for myself and Gabriel and I know we will continue to have hard weeks in the future. I was told that we will never have closure with her passing away and to be honest I don't want to have closure. I want to think, cry,smile,and grieve for my baby as long as I can. I know she is in a better place and I know she is in the best hands that I could ever leave her in. Adriana chose us as her parents and she left us stronger then we could ever imagine.  Without Adriana we wouldn't be able to get thru this hard time. Honestly Gabriel and I are very proud of ourselves for how strong we are. It helps with us having so much support from friends and family but Adriana is all the support we need. She has given us signs of her love since she passed away and that helps us get thru everyday. I was given a poem that made me feel like Adriana was talking to me as i read it. I had our preacher read it at her funeral and I would like to share it. I will have it on my next post. I have so many thoughts and feelings to share and I could go on forever explaining them. I want to end this post by saying Adriana was sent to us for a reason and was taken from us for a reason. Gabriel and I would not be where we are now and we would not be able to continue down this path without Adriana. Adriana is truly our Angel. I will always love my baby girl and cherish all of our precious memories. 
R.I.P. Adriana Renae Reyna 
6/1/2008 - 3/30/2011
Mommy and daddy love you so much

 

1 comment:

Syd said...

Praying for you both. You are such a strong, courageous, and loving mom. Keep telling her story.