Missing You

It's been a couple of months since I have updated my blog because somedays it's hard to put the words together that I want to say. Ive been struggling lately with the holidays and knowing that a year will be here sooner then I thought it would. I know it's a new year but for some reason I feel like I have taken a step back instead of moving forward. Getting my puppy Daisy has helped a lot but she isn't you. I miss you so much Adriana Renae. I pray every night to have a dream about you just so I can feel close to you again. It's hard not to tear up when I think about you but if I held it all in I think I would go crazy. I miss my buddy I can talk to. You were such a good listener and always made me feel like I was on cloud nine. It's weird to see crocodile tears that are mine and not yours and I wake up with a empty feeling that I can't get rid of. Before it was easy to talk about you but lately it's getting harder. I know your in a better place and having so much fun. I feel so blessed knowing your an Angel doing all the things I knew you could do. I love you so much baby girl. I'll bring you some flowers soon. XOXOXO