HoPE Dreams

Another HPE baby passed away this week, baby girl Bella. My heart is breaking for this family. Bella was not even a month old yet. A lot of her features reminded me of Adriana's. I am so happy to have spent nearly 3 years with my Angel. I cant imagine what Bella's mommy is going through. I know I lost my baby girl too but she made me so much stronger. I do know one thing though, Adriana and Miss Bella are playing together right now! Hearing about all of the babies passing away lately has made me miss my Angel even more. I guess its finally sinking in that I have a job now that doesn't involve taking care of my baby. I miss her so much and think about her all day everyday. Yesterday I asked Adriana for a sign that she is still here with me and she is doing okay. I had a couple of dreams about her last night which made me wake up with a smile. The first dream I had was about her having a seizure and me trying to get her out of it. Then the next dream I had about her was her running and playing. She waved at me in the dream and gave me a huge smile. I know my baby girl is having a good time in heaven but I miss her so much. I love you Adriana Renae. Baby girl Bella, I never got to meet you but you are missed and loved very much. I hope you girls have fun up there!!! We love y'all very much!!